the beginning. that's where we're at. the time when everything is starting to take shape, but is still just new enough to cause trouble. it almost seems like it's just not worth it to figure this out, but that would be silly. there are so many photos that simply must be shared, and posting to facebook just doesn't earn the recognition that they deserve. sure, friends and family leave comments, but they HAVE to say nice things, right? in order to feel like there's actually a place in this world where these photos belong, one must reach past one's comfort zone, put yourself out there, and hope for the best. so that's what this feels like, in the beginning. the excitement, the wonder, the hopefulness, the anxiety, the relief. the feeling of "i hope everyone likes this and doesn't think i'm lame." well, guess what....who cares? the thought is that all of you will, but knowledge is understanding that might not happen. the big girl panties are on, and it's time for some accountability. there are so many good things to come, but please remember, this is only the beginning...
-posted by jess
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